I made some last-minute changes on my thesis and turned them in today. So we're back on the anxiety train.
I'm pretty exhausted. I will probably do a lot of sleeping now. I'm not sure if this is the end or if there will be additional last-minute, 11th-hour revisions. All the heavy lifting is totally worth it, but it also makes me skittish and jumpy and not myself.
I haven't been myself for awhile. Hopefully I'm about to go back to normal soon. I don't want to be this way forever.
in what way, phil? i know the feeling, so i ask in case we can somehow figure out what this means, to not feel like oneself...
ReplyDeleteit might be exhaustion of various kinds. in any case, i hope you feel better soon.